What can I say the month of April was a big reflection month for me.
At this very moment I am thinking of making a monthly plan. It has reached the point if I do not schedule eating in my diary I will forget to eat. Typing that sentence made me realize how I am a slave to my calender and phone. My ENTIRE life is on some sort of electronic device. How did people survive without technology?
I am asking myself hard questions. Is it ok to be selfish in my goals or should I include others? Should I share stories that include others that would in turn expose them without giving them a chance to defend themselves but, would help someone in the same situation? Am I punishing people by been indifferent when been indifferent is protecting myself from been hurt? Do I need to buy the Black Opal pore perfecting foundation when I do not even wear make-up? Hard questions.
My eating habits are all over the place. I am working on an eating plan. Might include a smoothie a day challenge ( will do a video on that). I am currently eating leftover fries as I type. Sue me.
Drinking water is a CHALLENGE. I am on my third water reminder app. In my last app (plant nanny) I succeeded in killing my plant twice. ( The app gets very upset with you and I could not handle disappointment from an app). I felt guilty and went to get a glass of water in memory of my dead virtual plants. I have also discovered coffee and home-made condensed milk. It is heaven on earth. Too bad I am anti-caffeine so I need to erase the feeling I get when I drink that coffee from my mind.
I have gone back to reading fictional novels. I was really into biographies but, none has captured me the way Wangari Maathai’s book did. My current read is between Les Miserables by Hugo Victor and All together dead by Charlaine Harris.
I am strongly wishing I could throw away my phone. I have never met a temperamental phone like this. It goes off when it wants to and does not come on for hours. It is the most stressful thing. The hate is strong but, I do not have a replacement 😦 so I am stuck with it.
Currently listening to this I needed noise to drown out the noise so that I can focus on my work. The beats are infectious so it is turning out to be more of a distraction than anything else.
In between my many jobs I am creating wishlists on aliexpress my current obsession is beach wear. My previous obsession was makeup even if I do not wear any.
I stopped wasting time wishing I was some other kind of woman. It has taken some time but, the need to be something else and the problems of not been what I thought I wanted to be has varnished. I see really nice high resolution pictures of fantastic places and fantastic lifestyles and I do not feel a sense of competition. I am genuinely happy for those who are lucky to have such lives. I am ok been Munira as there is no one who can be me.
I am enjoying my zen like disposition on life. It is working for me.
I went to a book shop recently and I was wondering what happened to the books. All I saw were small books and not that much of a variety. Actually the book shop looked more like a stationary shop. Where did all the hardback books go? Where did the big books go? You know the 500+ books not 300 page books. What is happening to our reading culture? Can you please direct me to a proper book shop.
Currently watching Rosewood but it reminds me a lot of the mentalist. Does anyone get that vibe or is it just me?
I am hoping that you will hear about Inteco a lot more. More importantly it will have a positive impact on the girls that I am targeting. I also hope to partner with others to increase our outreach.
Lastly, I am feeling I was made for greatness and I am living my purpose.
Until next time,