God does not speak with grand gestures.
If you are not attentive you will miss it completely. If you remember in my last post I received my message. I didn’t know that it was just too warm me up to the actual change that would come in my life.
The day I watched that video was the same day I met a fellow start up owner. Now I need to state I do not make friends that quickly. However, this particular day I had decided there will be a change. I would get rid of all fear, barriers and negative thoughts that were pulling me down.
Once we started talking we realized we were in the same predicament. He had wanted to stop his business (check out his work flow images (he is also Inteco’s photographer))and get employment. That same day he got his message earlier on as well. How coincidental is that? Sounds like a scene from a bad telanovela doesn’t it?
The more we spoke the more my soul was at ease. I was not crazy after all!! I was not a failure in life!! I was not the only one going through this. The video I had watched earlier had let in a small shadow of hope. However, as the night went on my being was filled with bright brilliant white hope. It was blinding and I loved it. Without intentionally knowing we had created a support system, a system in which I had intentionally closed doors previously.
Something else happened that day. All the fears I had vanished. The beauty of reaching your emotional low is when you finally rise from it you rise with strength and confidence. I decided that I will shout at the top of my voice the plans of the first ever sanitary pad dispensing Service Company in Kenya and not worry if someone is going to steal it. I had been crippled with self-doubt and engulfed in darkness that now all I wanted to do is dance in the sunlight.
Until next time
Photography done by flow images